2005-10-29 - 11:29 p.m.
I do horrible things to the people I care about. I belittle them and the things they have to say with little thought. I make a joke about a serious moment. I ignore them for days, weeks, years.
I can be caring, and thoughtful too. Don't get me wrong, I'm not entirely horrible. I know about moments which are not for me, but for them. I just don't always recognize them. Really, I almost never recognize them. I either feel it, or I don't, and there's rarely any conscious thought involved.
I don't know how to keep a friend.
