2005-10-14 - 12:40 p.m.
A heads up to any of you who may ever meet me. I am a fuck up. I don't necessarily look like a fuck up, and sometimes I don't sound like a fuck up. But give me some time and I guarantee you I will fuck something up that you care about. It might be intentional, but if so this warning isn't for you. This warning is for those who I'm not TRYING to upset.
It's not just stuff you care about. It's stuff I care about too. Eventually, I find exactly the wrong thing to say or do to fuck things up. Things will be going beautifully, and then it's fucked up, and I spend days, weeks, months, years trying to figure out how precisely I managed that time.
I'm a fuck up, and I'm sorry.
