2005-03-17 - 10:41 p.m.
0 Beers consumed
I think I'm going to try to type here nightly, keep forcing myself to look at the blank page until I have something to say I give a shit about.
1.75 beers consumed
If there's one thing that you should learn from being around a convalescent facility for most of your life, it should be not to waste your life. Because these days we live a long time. A lot longer, maybe, than we should. We live beyond the time when it's too late too deal with regrets. So if you think it'll haunt you, I suggest you do it. Because, unless you're lucky, you're going to have a lot of time to reflect on all your regrets before you die.
2 beers consumed
*totally deleted*
They're my rules, I can break them. With that philosophy, I'd make a very shitty parent. I hope my kids call me on my shit if I pull anything like that. Though, I'm not sure I hope I ever have kids. On a happier note, mmm beer.
2.5 beers consumed
I love music a lot. If it's good, it's at least as good as some of the better sex I've had in my life. Certainly worlds beyond any masturbation I've ever pulled off (I wish I'd intended that pun). The last new cd I received was a birthday gift. My birthday was in December, and before that the newest music I've gotten was probably Outkast's Speakerbox/The Love Below.
3 beers consumed
I guess my point is, if I an so deliquent in terms of keeping up on music, and it's that good to me, then maybe this is why my relationships turn to shit. Or, at least, a contributing factor. I think that revelation deserves another beer, don't you? A cigarette too, but I'mmo be modest and decline the smoke.
See you tomorrow.
